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I've walked over 10 miles today.

Job hunting.... just to get out the house really.... I'm going to try to get where I want to be now.

As long as I try.

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I met a friend in Bayswater...

Sushi in Hyde Park.....

..... checked out Portobello Road market on my own....

then walked back.

Most of the time I spent walking on my own.... I was thinking about things that have no place in my life anymore.

.... My twenties have been.... apart from good friends and family and the odd moment or two.... well they've been terrible.

There's no other way to say it.

A lot of that is my fault.

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....... It's a new decade for me soon..... and I'm looking forward to it.

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.......... I was also thinking about what to write on here.... a new start.... a new album... a new collection...

Where do I begin?

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........... Morrison's.

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.........I had to get some bits when I got back home..... there was a girl in front of me on the self service till..... she was waiting to pay by card...

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.......... Those tills always break down.... and the one that became free was cash only....

 The assistant asked if I was paying with cash.....  I was.... but I still checked with the girl in front of me...

......... She was nice..... she had a rucksack with her.... Indiana Jones type jacket....

.... English..... she seemed different....

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......... But that's all I said..... Excuse me.... pointed to the till..... No.... it's alright... from her.

But she smiled at me when she finally got to use the till next to me.

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There might've been nothing there at all..... she might've had a boyfriend.... whatever...

It might have been because one of my rolls fell out of its packaging.

But I should've said something.

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............. I will if I ever see her again.

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........ I've had a really good day today..... and it is time to be creative once again.

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